My insecurities are embedded
That’s why my feelings towards you are so full
And lively
And angry
I’m so angry
I hate your name
Your face
And the place you hold
You are the complete opposite
The ego
The stories
The needs
The attention
The competition
You should mean nothing to me
But I am reminded
You are the root
Like a black walnut tree
JugloneTo everyone around you
I cannot get rid of you
So I make due of your presence
Because I have to