Round curves / Jeans ripping at the / Thighs chafing / Arms jiggling while running / Eating more / Eating less / Expensive clothes / Judgmental eyes / Calories / I down my third burger / in my bedroom where / no one can watch / blubber on a steak / I am eating / at home / they’ll see me eat / if not / fat / “why are you not eating” / fat / round curves / supple body / hate rolls / I feel lightheaded / fat / in the arteries / of hateful people / and hateful I am / of myself / others / thighs / and food / fat / “You eat too much.” / I know. / FAT / “Please eat, we love you the way you are.” / Miserable / Fattest / uncomfortable / stretch marks / fatter / I’ll eat next week / two weeks / months / never